strange feelings

i had a really strange feeling today
i knew there was something strange gonig on in my mouth (post surgury lol)
so i had a squiz n quessed it might be getting infected and it is :(
which realli sucks as i need it to get better asap as i have placement starting on monday!@!
im not really looking forward to placement this coming monday again i have a strange feeling about it
truely i just wish that it was 2 weeks holiday so i could do heaps of my assignments and im not that intersted in community mental health placement.
mind u if i looked back at my entries im sure i would see that i wasnt intersted in mental health at all... i tihnk that was just becoz i was scared about wat might happen!!!

i havent gotten any further about planning my 21st. i guess i will just have to begin to save up for my 21st party.
in some ways i wish it wasnt going to cost anything so i could just be surrounded by my family n friends.

Stephen n i have been discussing bying new items for our house such as a fridge that isnt as old as i am and a couch that doesnt sag! And what will happen at the end of the year wen our lease is up. stephen is sayin if the economy truely crashes then we will get to buy a house. i think that that is very exciting as it would be something so big that we would own together and its such a huge step forward for us! i told him wen we finally own our own house that we will buy a dog. i dont want our lil dog to have to be given away if we rent n move into a house that wont allow pets!!

I truely hope i make the most out of this year as its the last year that ill be a student the last year i wont have a proper job!

yes i know im in a very strange mood.
hope u could make sence of the post!
xoxo megan